Poems and Thoughts

How it touches, when no there. Too cold to be, too cold to care. Far away, lost in despair. Flowing to go, looking anywhere. In search for the tears, O come without fears. Blowing too strong, fighting goes wrong. I welcome with greatness, waiting too long. Oh wind, o wind, Please, let them be gone.…

When you see them there, they are everywhere. I see stories without knowing, without looking I do not see, how to know where to look, I see by just standing, they wander and looking. For each other, but are lost in the crowd of stories, in search for only their own, only looking in front, while…

The ride is bumpy, and I feel trapped. I want to get out, but no room is left. This man did just fit, next to my sit.  I think of the market, where I can walk, before the smells, are going to stalk. Red apples and berries, no place of worries. Raw gets unpleasant, so…

He talks about, how plants make sun-shine, in reply, she says, the rain feels fine.  “It is not a feeling, about sun and a plant. How can the raindrops just stay, but not stand?” “I talk about seeing what you try to ignore, there by the window, you follow anymore?” “Do we try to talk about two kinds of ways,…

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I would not admit, how everything in this place falls apart. I try not to feel, heavy energy of sadness spread around. I don’t want to go, through what they seem to think. I like to know now, all I see is not real. It’s just the color that tries to remind, that I feel smaller, and life…

Not thinking, not feeling, just empty and being. Do going, and walking, not thinking, not thinking. Dreaming, not feeling, it’s empty, it’s gone. Walking, keep walking, not stopping, let go.  Just want it, and want it, stop it and leave. Just dreaming, no thinking, no truth to deceive, Leave me, just leave, don’t come, just…

I do not see you, but the dreams I have. I do not hear you, although I am interested. My dreams are bigger than images can picture. At the same time you tell me, what I said before. Can’t complain about it, if no space to store, all your stories, and all your thoughts, all the…

Let we do it all again, even if you forget again. I want to try again, and try again. I want the softness of your skin, and try it all to begin. I want to touch your hands, the power of the music. I am not listening, I just feel and again. There are no rules,…

So this is what happens, it is stuck. It stays and it does not move. The door has grown because of the water frozen inside the small holes. Not able to open, not able to close in summer, when water melted and the wood has swollen. Open and close. It is not closing, but stuck. I…