Poems and Thoughts

What to discover when living in ignorance. what to come out if, it was not even there. I tried to see something special, but in the end it was hidden. The cave of undiscovered places is not shown to anyone. I thought I was led right into it, but got lost when trying to find…

Where I am left to not know, I cannot survive. The colors are to blind to see the truth. And the truth is too far away to feel the light. I am restless and just want to know, if this is the reason to survive? I will walk. I know that the sun is too…

I cannot say I believe we are only elements. The “energy” that is around us is the energy that is within us. Moreover there is no way to differentiate between the galaxy or our neurons. So for sure we are one and not that one of a kind as we like to be time to…

We are part of something bigger, to not know what the bigger purpose is. But does it matter to know your purpose to be of purpose? Every discussion is a drip of a wave. No end and no beginning. Just going and flowing. Realize that every step and every decission leads to our end. Even…

It is not easy to dance without oceans, not possible to glow without sorrows in my heart. I open up to be closed by anyone with a fingertip. I visit the most purposeless places once in a while, but know that when I find the way out I can spark the day again. I am…

What is new and what is old Don’t want to feel your cold But still, leave the energy in my mind There is no part that survives without Basically, I find love in the frozen waves of conversations, And every push that makes me create them,  is better than a peaceful clear lake. Because there…

When I had the need to fly the rhythm out my veins You told me not to do so: reflect a pattern in my brain This is what you did, and I thought you were right. The moments I spoke, reflections of fruitful thoughts, You closed my mouth since it would not cause a laugh…

When I search for the past, there never seems a way to stop, I develop moments that are not existing, the road is not a clear way. Clouds vanish if I try to see clarity, but the truth, is too vague, to ask if the direction is even existing on its own. If intersection is a…

I can feel the dreams bigger coming closer to the aim I wish I could reach the existence In fact I know it does not exist at all I can feel the smell and touch the incredible fear of getting too close to the reality of not being there One step and I can reach…

Forget to be around, the house for too long, Now I don’t know, where it went wrong. I seem to forget where going before, It is more difficult to be here no more. I try to forget, not around a long time, but whenever I do, it does not seem fine. I want to be.…