It is not easy to dance without oceans,
not possible to glow without sorrows in my heart.
I open up to be closed by anyone with a fingertip.

I visit the most purposeless places once in a while,
but know that when I find the way out I can spark the day again.
I am scared for the moment I will not be able to find the exit anymore,
I guess I am tired of exploring and just want to find it.

I try, I really try, but cannot rely on it.
There is no true song that can light the direction of my life.
Literally, there is nothing and everything and I am tired of it.
When then, no exit can’t be found anymore, the end is closer
than the beginning of the spark of a new day.

It is all that is needed: a little push, without knowing,
to close all openings that create me and destroy me.
I don’t want to close the door, but the moment will come.
I cannot open it anymore,
too tired of sorrows to trust in the beauty of the sparks of new beginnings.

C.